I like the right one!
these are my nails I did awhile ago.
I love nails & I love making people happy. Honestly, sometimes I do my nails and I'll catch myself staring & thinking, "Did I really make this?" It's hard for me because I've never been really good at something. It's hard for me to believe in myself & for just those brief moments I felt like I was good enough. I know I have much to improve and I'm still working on it, but for once I'm proud of myself. I didn't go to school at all and I just researched for years on nails. I wish I could have recieved proper training though.
I'm stilling studying and going to school hoping I'll get my degree in some major. I know being a nail tech isn't something that can put food on the table through my whole life. I need a back up plan & that's why I want to get my degree first before thinking about anything else. I really don't know if I should do it because they want me to be a full time worker but I have school. I feel so mixed up in terms of regrets. I'll regret it both ways so there really isn't much to talk about.
I'll see on Tuesday, maybe they won't even want to use me. My sister said this to me that really triggered everything, "I'm not saying you're not good but, if you were really that great they would work around your schedule instead." Although that put me down, I realized she's right. I have to work harder and just because some celebrity is opening this salon doesn't mean it will be the right one for me. I just don't understand why I'm being picked. There has to be 100s of nail techs around LA.
I just wanted to share because my head hurts & I'm nervous & I feel like it's time for me to grow up and choose what I want with my life. It kind of scares me!!
Thanks for the support & reading ^.^
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