Wednesday, March 4, 2009

Hearts for Valentine's Day!

Posted by Jen Ko at 1:34 AM
This set was made for Valentine's day so I after a lot of thinking, we decided to do hearts! 


I still have to post up my Valentine's day pictures first but there's a whole lot I have to post first. 

I'm also working almost 6 days a week now and I really don't want to. I just hate working there and getting bitched at by everyone. I mean, it makes me really not like Asian people who just came to America.

You can't always rely on other people and it's not my fault you don't understand English. Plus, nothing in life is free. I just can't stand how they think that getting more is better. I just want to tell them.. you know you're pretty much paying for all this right? "Oh so do I get N96 for free?" I don't even want to kill them, I want to kill myself for associating with these kinds of morons.

I also hate seeing so many horrible people, it really gets me down sometimes. Some people just don't give a fuck about anything or anyone except themselves. It really bothers me.

#1 lamest shit I've had to deal with.
Customer(in Chinese) : My phones broken, you gave me a broken phone. I want a new one.
Me: Are you sure because you've activate for a month now. DID YOU DROP IT IN WATER?
Customer: No of course I didn't drop it in water, why are you accusing me.
Me (in a nice condescending way): Oh really? because this sticker right here is red, meaning you maybe dropped it in water by ACCIDENT? 
Customer: What?!? I'm sure this phone was given to me like this. Starts bitching about how I'm a lier and what a horrible company T-Mobile is. 

and you know what I just do, I smile. I smile with hate and anger and frustration and mostly with sadness. I smile because I know that's all I can do and that I am the bigger person, at least I'm not the lier. At least if I think of it that way I won't go insane but deep down inside I'm crying because I'm just an overall depressed person. Because I start thinking about how I feel sorry for the guy for turning out the way he is and I think about all these people who are actually like him and it kills me. Not because I'm about to go insane, but because I finally realize what a fucked up world it is and how it's really hard to trust in people nowadays. How his kids would be like when they grow up. In a way, I think these people are pesticides that needs to be executed right away, no I'm not thinking about them dieing or anything but more like they should live on a separate island. On this island they can keep being assmongrols for all I care. 

I've gone home crying before and I cry in the car before I get home. Sometimes I just want to understand wTf happened to all these people? I know it's the cultural difference but my family is nothing like that. All people are different and I'm so embarrassed I'm Asian sometimes. 

And I'm not saying I'm a China hater, I'm not but I don't really like fobby Chinese people. Or certain areas of Chinese people I should say. It's not that I hate the race, I hate their culture. I hate that they were brought up the way they were and for awhile I really hated them but then.. I realized it's just the way they were raised. I guess in someways it's luck? I find it funny because Chinese people talk shit about each other too. Now I regret saying that, I have great Chinese customers.. they're the best and so nice too. 

This is going to be deleted later like usual. lol. I'm so angry right now. 

3 comments on "Hearts for Valentine's Day!"

Dana Yoshimizu on March 6, 2009 at 3:55 PM said...

Omg, they look SUPER cute!

Jen Ko on March 13, 2009 at 2:13 AM said...


Mina on May 28, 2009 at 1:18 AM said...

Jen.. Can I know how much is this set of nails?

Please email me at

I love it so much and is SUPER SUPER PRETTY~~~